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Verse 1

Woke up this morning,

Felt a little better

Not where I wanna be yet

But that’s ok

Forgetting ‘bout the past

Looking forward to tomorrow

And for the first time in a while

I’m glad it’s today

Chorus

I’m glad it’s today/just to be in this moment

So I’ll take it in for what it is

I’m not saying my life will always be roses

Sometimes they’ll be thorns and pain

But for now I’m glad it’s today

Verse 2

Scary to crawl out

Of the rock I’m under

But it’s just as scary to think

Of staying here

I’ve been a bit cramped

Darkness is getting old

So I’m gonna look to the Son

To make things clear

Repeat Chorus

Bridge

I think my problem’s been/ that I’m stuck in

All the was’s and what’s to be

I’m gonna take a breath/and let myself rest

Because it’s settin’ me free

Repeat Chorus

Tag

Jesus took thorns and pain

So I can be glad it's today

I realize that was's isn't a word, but it's my song ok! It's the plural of was.  I know I'm making it up. 

Yesterday I went to the Dr.  A different Dr. and he said "OK.  Start at the beginning."  Music to my ears, 'cause I love it when I'm given freedom to talk as much as I want, which doesn't happen to me very much.  He's doing a lot of tests on my blood.  We talked about eating and coffee.  He wanted to know how I ate, and I was cornered,  'cause I said "well, just a little of everything."  But he was too smart for that.  "What did you eat yesterday?"  "What did you eat today?"  Wow, he must have done this before.  He basically said, "Look,  You can't drink 30+ cups of coffee a day and think that's ok with your insides.  You're wrecking your insides." He tells me all the things I need to eat and drink and do, and I know he's right.

Last night I went in Focus, 'cause nobody came to Vision.  Does God know what He's doing or what?  I'm so glad I got to be in that room last night.  It was SO good.  Adam E. told Richard that he felt led to teach and Richard has always been supportive in that aspect.  What a lesson!!  What praise and worship time!!  Someone got saved!!

I'm nearing the end of my reading of Job, and I'll probably read on to the end today.  I just love it when God says "Aha! Things are not always what they seem!"  Job wins.  Good wins.  God wins.  I am reading the speech of Elihu right now.  You know the more I am reading the words he is saying, I'm almost feeling like I've played his role more that I like to admit.  If you'll read the words he said to Job, it sounds good.  I mean he's just telling Job not to speak out against God and stop calling himself righteous.  That doesn't sound too bad, right?  But all the while Job was pleading for mercy from his friends, and continued to declare his righteousness.  They were appalled and rejected him completely.  But they were WRONG!  I think about the times that I thought something about a person, and things weren't what I thought.  When someone needs you, I mean cries out to you and needs you, are you there for them?  Or do you tell them all the things they should've done to prevent themselves from getting in this shape??  Do you really think that's effective?  Do I? Well, it's not.  I challenge you to read starting at Job 32 and realize that these beautiful words from Elihu were a smokescreen to judge, and remember at the end who God said was the right one.  

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